Bottled Up

The wake lasted for 5 days. The only 5 days we were left with to be with grandpa. Yesterday still arrived. I didn't want it to come so much. But it still came, and rather fast. )':

It feels really terrible to be losing grandpa after losing grandma about 3 years ago. Moreover, they were our closer ones. My sis and I would go to their house and got taken care of by them when we were young. I could still remember the days when grandma gave us 1buck each to buy the titbits we wanted when nobody else would give us. I could still remember her on her bed with grandpa beside her, on the night before she left all of us. I know she remembered the names of the 4 of us and know who we are when she had so many others around her.

I just know that I'm going to miss both grandpa and grandma. Without them, there wouldn't be me. In future, going back there would only have this emptiness feeling. No?